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A Meeting
Guy de Maupassant
It was nothing but an accident, an accident pure and simple. On that particular evening the
princess' rooms were open, and as they appeared dark after the brilliantly lighted parlors,
Baron d'Etraille, who was tired of standing, inadvertently wandered into an empty bedroom.
He looked round for a chair in which to have a doze, as he was sure his wife would not
leave before daylight. As soon as he became accustomed to the light of the room he
distinguished the big bed with its azure-and- gold hangings, in the middle of the great room,
looking like a catafalque in which love was buried, for the princess was no longer young.
Behind it, a large bright surface looked like a lake seen at a distance. It was a large mirror,
discreetly covered with dark drapery, that was very rarely let down, and seemed to look at
the bed, which was its accomplice. One might almost fancy that it had reminiscences, and
that one might see in it charming female forms and the gentle movement of loving arms.
The baron stood still for a moment, smiling, almost experiencing an emotion on the
threshold of this chamber dedicated to love. But suddenly something appeared in the
looking-glass, as if the phantoms which he had evoked had risen up before him. A man and
a woman who had been sitting on a low couch concealed in the shadow had arisen, and the
polished surface, reflecting their figures, showed that they were kissing each other before
separating.
Baron d'Etraille recognized his wife and the Marquis de Cervigne. He turned and went
away like a man who is fully master of himself, and waited till it was day before taking
away the baroness; but he had no longer any thoughts of sleeping.
As soon as they were alone he said:
"Madame, I saw you just now in Princesse de Raynes' room; I need say no more, and I am
not fond either of reproaches, acts of violence, or of ridicule. As I wish to avoid all such
things, we shall separate without any scandal. Our lawyers will settle your position
according to my orders. You will be free to live as you please when you are no longer under
my roof; but, as you will continue to bear my name, I must warn you that should any
scandal arise I shall show myself inflexible."
She tried to speak, but he stopped her, bowed, and left the room.
He was more astonished and sad than unhappy. He had loved her dearly during the first
period of their married life; but his ardor had cooled, and now he often amused himself
elsewhere, either in a theatre or in society, though he always preserved a certain liking for
the baroness.
She was very young, hardly four-and-twenty, small, slight--too slight-- and very fair. She
was a true Parisian doll: clever, spoiled, elegant, coquettish, witty, with more charm than
real beauty. He used to say familiarly to his brother, when speaking of her:
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"My wife is charming, attractive, but--there is nothing to lay hold of. She is like a glass of
champagne that is all froth; when you get to the wine it is very good, but there is too little of
it, unfortunately."
He walked up and down the room in great agitation, thinking of a thousand things. At one
moment he was furious, and felt inclined to give the marquis a good thrashing, or to slap his
face publicly, in the club. But he decided that would not do, it would not be good form; he
would be laughed at, and not his rival, and this thought wounded his vanity. So he went to
bed, but could not sleep. Paris knew in a few days that the Baron and Baroness d'Etraille
had agreed to an amicable separation on account of incompatibility of temper. No one
suspected anything, no one laughed, and no one was astonished.
The baron, however, to avoid meeting his wife, travelled for a year, then spent the summer
at the seaside, and the autumn in shooting, returning to Paris for the winter. He did not meet
the baroness once.
He did not even know what people said about her. In any case, she took care to respect
appearances, and that was all he asked for.
He became dreadfully bored, travelled again, restored his old castle of Villebosc, which
took him two years; then for over a year he entertained friends there, till at last, tired of all
these so-called pleasures, he returned to his mansion in the Rue de Lille, just six years after
the separation.
He was now forty-five, with a good crop of gray hair, rather stout, and with that melancholy
look characteristic of those who have been handsome, sought after, and liked, but who are
deteriorating, daily.
A month after his return to Paris, he took cold on coming out of his club, and had such a
bad cough that his medical man ordered him to Nice for the rest of the winter.
He reached the station only a few minutes before the departure of the train on Monday
evening, and had barely time to get into a carriage, with only one other occupant, who was
sitting in a corner so wrapped in furs and cloaks that he could not even make out whether it
was a man or a woman, as nothing of the figure could be seen. When he perceived that he
could not find out, he put on his travelling cap, rolled himself up in his rugs, and stretched
out comfortably to sleep.
He did not wake until the day was breaking, and looked at once at his fellow-traveller, who
had not stirred all night, and seemed still to be sound asleep.
M. d'Etraille made use of the opportunity to brush his hair and his beard, and to try to
freshen himself up a little generally, for a night's travel does not improve one's appearance
when one has attained a certain age.
A great poet has said:
"When we are young, our mornings are triumphant!"
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Then we wake up with a cool skin, a bright eye, and glossy hair.
As one grows older one wakes up in a very different condition. Dull eyes, red, swollen
cheeks, dry lips, hair and beard disarranged, impart an old, fatigued, worn-out look to the
face.
The baron opened his travelling case, and improved his looks as much as possible.
The engine whistled, the train stopped, and his neighbor moved. No doubt he was awake.
They started off again, and then a slanting ray of sunlight shone into the carriage and on the
sleeper, who moved again, shook himself, and then his face could be seen.
It was a young, fair, pretty, plump woman, and the baron looked at her in amazement. He
did not know what to think. He could really have sworn that it was his wife, but
wonderfully changed for the better: stouter-- why she had grown as stout as he was, only it
suited her much better than it did him.
She looked at him calmly, did not seem to recognize him, and then slowly laid aside her
wraps. She had that quiet assurance of a woman who is sure of herself, who feels that on
awaking she is in her full beauty and freshness.
The baron was really bewildered. Was it his wife, or else as like her as any sister could be?
Not having seen her for six years, he might be mistaken.
She yawned, and this gesture betrayed her. She turned and looked at him again, calmly,
indifferently, as if she scarcely saw him, and then looked out of the window again.
He was upset and dreadfully perplexed, and kept looking at her sideways.
Yes; it was surely his wife. How could he possibly have doubted it? There could certainly
not be two noses like that, and a thousand recollections flashed through his mind. He felt
the old feeling of the intoxication of love stealing over him, and he called to mind the sweet
odor of her skin, her smile when she put her arms on to his shoulders, the soft intonations of
her voice, all her graceful, coaxing ways.
But how she had changed and improved! It was she and yet not she. She seemed riper, more
developed, more of a woman, more seductive, more desirable, adorably desirable.
And this strange, unknown woman, whom he had accidentally met in a railway carriage,
belonged to him; he had only to say to her:
"I insist upon it."
He had formerly slept in her arms, existed only in her love, and now he had found her again
certainly, but so changed that he scarcely knew her. It was another, and yet it was she
herself. It was some one who had been born and had formed and grown since he had left
her. It was she, indeed; she whom he had loved, but who was now altered, with a more
assured smile and greater self-possession. There were two women in one, mingling a great
part of what was new and unknown with many sweet recollections of the past. There was
something singular, disturbing, exciting about it --a kind of mystery of love in which there
floated a delicious confusion. It was his wife in a new body and in new flesh which lips had
never pressed.
And he thought that in a few years nearly every thing changes in us; only the outline can be
recognized, and sometimes even that disappears.
The blood, the hair, the skin, all changes and is renewed, and when people have not seen
each other for a long time, when they meet they find each other totally different beings,
although they are the same and bear the same name.
And the heart also can change. Ideas may be modified and renewed, so that in forty years of
life we may, by gradual and constant transformations, become four or five totally new and
different beings.
He dwelt on this thought till it troubled him; it had first taken possession of him when he
surprised her in the princess' room. He was not the least angry; it was not the same woman
that he was looking at-- that thin, excitable little doll of those days.
What was he to do? How should he address her? and what could he say to her? Had she
recognized him?
The train stopped again. He got up, bowed, and ,said: "Bertha, do you want anything I could
bring you?"
She looked at him from head to foot, and answered, without showing the slightest surprise,
or confusion, or anger, but with the most perfect indifference:
"I do not want anything---thank you."
He got out and walked up and down the platform a little in order to recover himself, and, as
it were, to recover his senses after a fall. What should he do now? If he got into another
carriage it would look as if he were running away. Should he be polite or importunate? That
would look as if he were asking for forgiveness. Should he speak as if he were her master?
He would look like a fool, and, besides, he really had no right to do so.
He got in again and took his place.
During his absence she had hastily arranged her dress and hair, and was now lying stretched
out on the seat, radiant, and without showing any emotion.
He turned to her, and said: "My dear Bertha, since this singular chance has brought up
together after a separation of six years--a quite friendly separation--are we to continue to
look upon each other as irreconcilable enemies? We are shut up together, tete-d-tete, which
is so much the better or so much the worse. I am not going to get into another carriage, so
don't you think it is preferable to talk as friends till the end of our journey?"
She answered, quite calmly again:
"Just as you please."
Then he suddenly stopped, really not knowing what to say; but as he had plenty of
assurance, he sat down on the middle seat, and said:
"Well, I see I must pay my court to you; so much the better. It is, however, really a pleasure,
for you are charming. You cannot imagine how you have improved in the last six years. I do
not know any woman who could give me that delightful sensation which I experienced just
now when you emerged from your wraps. I really could not have thought such a change
possible."
Without moving her head or looking at him, she said: "I cannot say the same with regard to
you; you have certainly deteriorated a great deal."
He got red and confused, and then, with a smile of resignation, he said:
"You are rather hard."
"Why?" was her reply. "I am only stating facts. I don't suppose you intend to offer me your
love? It must, therefore, be a matter of perfect indifference to you what I think about you.
But I see it is a painful subject, so let us talk of something else. What have you been doing
since I last saw you?"
He felt rather out of countenance, and stammered:
"I? I have travelled, done some shooting, and grown old, as you see. And you?"
She said, quite calmly: "I have taken care of appearances, as you ordered me."
He was very nearly saying something brutal, but he checked himself; and kissed his wife's
hand:
"And I thank you," he said.
She was surprised. He was indeed diplomatic, and always master of himself.
He went on: "As you have acceded to my first request, shall we now talk without any
bitterness?"
She made a little movement of surprise.
"Bitterness? I don't feel any; you are a complete stranger to me; I am only trying to keep up
a difficult conversation."
He was still looking at her, fascinated in spite of her harshness, and he felt seized with a
brutal Beside, the desire of the master.
Perceiving that she had hurt his feelings, she said:
"How old are you now? I thought you were younger than you look."
"I am forty-five"; and then he added: "I forgot to ask after Princesse de Raynes. Are you still
intimate with her?"
She looked at him as if she hated him:
"Yes, I certainly am. She is very well, thank you."
They remained sitting side by side, agitated and irritated. Suddenly he said:
"My dear Bertha, I have changed my mind. You are my wife, and I expect you to come with
me to-day. You have, I think, improved both morally and physically, and I am going to take
you back again. I am your husband, and it is my right to do so."
She was stupefied, and looked at him, trying to divine his thoughts; but his face was
resolute and impenetrable.
"I am very sorry," she said, "but I have made other engagements."
"So much the worse for you," was his reply. "The law gives me the power, and I mean to
use it."
They were nearing Marseilles, and the train whistled and slackened speed. The baroness
rose, carefully rolled up her wraps, and then, turning to her husband, said:
"My dear Raymond, do not make a bad use of this tete-a tete which I had carefully
prepared. I wished to take precautions, according to your advice, so that I might have
nothing to fear from you or from other people, whatever might happen. You are going to
Nice, are you not?"
"I shall go wherever you go."
"Not at all; just listen to me, and I am sure that you will leave me in peace. In a few
moments, when we get to the station, you will see the Princesse de Raynes and Comtesse
Henriot waiting for me with their husbands. I wished them to see as, and to know that we
had spent the night together in the railway carriage. Don't be alarmed; they will tell it
everywhere as a most surprising fact.
"I told you just now that I had most carefully followed your advice and saved appearances.
Anything else does not matter, does it? Well, in order to do so, I wished to be seen with
you. You told me carefully to avoid any scandal, and I am avoiding it, for, I am afraid--I am
afraid--"
She waited till the train had quite stopped, and as her friends ran up to open the carriage
door, she said:
"I am afraid"--hesitating--"that there is another reason--je suis enceinte."
The princess stretched out her arms to embrace her,--and the baroness said, painting to the
baron, who was dumb with astonishment, and was trying to get at the truth:
"You do not recognize Raymond? He has certainly changed a good deal, and he agreed to
come with me so that I might not travel alone. We take little trips like this occasionally, like
good friends who cannot live together. We are going to separate here; he has had enough of
me already."
She put out her hand, which he took mechanically, and then she jumped out on to the
platform among her friends, who were waiting for her.
The baron hastily shut the carriage door, for he was too much disturbed to say a word or
come to any determination. He heard his wife's voice and their merry laughter as they went
away.
He never saw her again, nor did he ever discover whether she had told him a lie or was
speaking the truth.
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