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visualizing the apparent few options left for people like her: loneliness, death, poverty,
prison, madness, erasure, silence, abjection
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In my viewpoint, the concept of “abjection” introduced by Julia Kristeva in Powers of
Horror, an Essay on Abjection (1982) can very well describe the lives of gender deviants like
Jess Goldberg: “There looms, within abjection, one of those violent, dark revolts of being,
directed against a threat that seems to emanate from an exorbitant outside or inside, ejected
beyond the scope of the possible, the tolerable, the thinkable.
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” Kristeva proceeds to
explain that the abject is not an ob-ject facing me, which I can name or imagine; what is an
object is not my correlative and has only one quality of the object, that of being opposed to
“I”. In other words, one could say that the abject is what goes against my view of the
world, being closely related to the most repressed aspects of my being. Each of us has
something that we must repress; insofar as it comes out, it is a transgression, it goes against
the prescribed “I”. Abjection is part of the self, it is the part of me that is not socialized and
I need it since it reminds me of what I am, “abject and abjection are my safe-guards. The
primers of my culture.”
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For not fitting in the cultural intelligibility of the gender binary,
transgenders are often forced into becoming “abjected bodies”, that is to say, ‘neither
subject or object’, therefore seen as individuals and bodies that “do not matter” for society.
As gender theorist Judith Butler explains:
How, then, can one think through the matter of bodies as a kind of
materialization governed by regulatory norms in order to ascertain the
workings of heterosexual hegemony in the formation of what qualifies as a
viable body? How does the materialization of the norm in bodily formation
produce a domain of abjected bodies, a field of deformation, which, in
failing to qualify as the fully human, fortifies those regulatory norms? What
challenge does that excluded and abjected realm produces to a symbolic
hegemony that might force a radical rearticulation of what qualifies as
bodies that matter, ways of living that count as ‘life’, lives that worth
protecting, lives worth saving, lives worth grieving?
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The abjected body cannot operate in society (be operative) and therefore must be
excluded. It is a threat for it disturbs the norm, and being a threat to ideology as well as to
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A few moving-pictures have also featured the violence suffered by gender-benders and homosexuals and
their forced abjection/silence, for example:
Boys don’t Cry (1999) portraying the rape and eventual murder of
the transgender Brandon Teena; If these Walls Could Talk 2 (2000) which portrays pre-Stonewall and post-
Stonewall couples in three different decades; the Brazilian film Vera (1987), based on the distressing
autobiographical book A Queda para o Alto, by FTM Herzer.
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KRISTEVA, J. (1982). p.1
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Ibid p. 2
51
BUTLER, J. (1999). p. 243